'You always have time' is something my mother always said. Time to do what exactly is unknown but I guess I realise that more now than ever before. What one does with the time in a day is down purely to the individual. They can waste it or do something constructive with it. Again what one considers constructive usage and time wasting is down to the individual.
I think when I don't have something I must do immediately or imminently I will waste a large proportion of my time. While I while away this time on the laptop mostly, there numerous things I could do. This perhaps is a gripe towards University and the severe lack of contact time but I am not going to start on that gripe now. I guess I really want a job. A real job. 9-5 Monday to Friday. Call me boring and no it's not very unique at all but I guess if I don't have this I can find myself wasting so much time, or at least not using it to the full of my advantage. The part of the day I look forward to when I am not at work or uni is when I go to pick my gf up at 4pm. That breaks up my day. What I do from 9-4 is effectively very little. I am just really bored these days. I don't feel motivated to do anything. I have no projects on the go, no money to start any and a dire lack of motivation to go for a run etc.
While I am content to just stay on YouTube etc all day, this just is not very good. What I can do about this is unknown right now. I have essays and dissertations due in a month time so I will get cracking on them soon but I mean in general, I just feel demotivated.
So I am hoping to get a job, so that I can live for the weekend. No harm in that, unless of course I win the lottery! While I may be bored, I am still happy and at times it is just nice to sit and chill. Sitting outside like I am now is actually really nice. I feel better for being outside. I love the outdoors and I reckon I am probably going stir crazy and getting a bit claustrophobic :P
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